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Name: Ekaterina
Location: Canada
Birthday: 4/29/1986
Gender: Female


Interests: Ballroom Dancing, ballet, modern, jazz, visual art, men...
Expertise: DANCE, DANCE, DANCE, men, food
Occupation: Other
Industry: Art


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Member Since: 7/14/2004

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Friday, December 10, 2004

a n t i     s o c i a l

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a l o n e

 


im frustrated beyong belief...i can't stand any human contact at the moment. Everything is getting me angry. Everyone is getting me angry and agitated. fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

the world!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

 i feel depressed


Sunday, November 21, 2004

 

 


ok, so i think now my life is a little better then b-fore. K

- i've got a steady low pay job ( but all money is welcome)

- I am dieting so my weight is going down

- I am back at home ( well have been back for a month already ) so my mental stability is improving

-i've got all my friends here with me so i'm actually very social

- no homework no school since i am taking a year off from any kind of education ( that is, but dance )

- and my stupid asshole partner is comming in three days...that part is both good and bad. good- i'll be able to finally dance normally again since a months break is horrible in any serious dancers life  bad- i dislike him ( and thats to say in the least )

oh well...i'll sacrifice for dance... love everyone and am in an amazing mood. although am a little depressed since i have no boyfriend and don't actually even like anyone in particular. i do miss my little infatuation though...oh my 37 year old coach...how i miss thou, thou art so hot! anyways

gotta run and spend some quality time with my mom...movie...and no dinner

yay me


Wednesday, November 17, 2004

MEN ARE PIGS



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